Counting Days

Enough of everything, SATISFIED

2008-04-20T06:15:00.000-07:00

Most of the time i got those huge appetites for what i desire.

I wanna achieve
i wanna live
i wanna earn big bucks
i wanna grab every ass out there

But things change for now
you can’t get all the big bucks out there...dun measure yourself with success that you had achieved or wanna.

Think about it, everyday with a happy tune is a great success by itself. Doesn't mean you see the last of me...after all these while, just wanna remind myself..happiness can always get from the smallest thing on earth.

Back to my job..currently I'm still waiting for conformation...
Everyone ask me why don't i move a bit further, for a bigger horizon
Guess i had prioritized my targets in my life....
I prefer to stay back for the one i loved..for my family..i believe i owe them big time.
Who says i can make big bucks staying back here?
I believe i will gain more than what i can afford to lost..

Anyway I will always make something out of what I had decided. NO regrets~~

~~COS that is what i do best after aLL~~

been a while

2008-04-11T09:33:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile...even I myself forget i got my own blog...hahaha.

Anyway some updates, i been thru my internship program with Centrionics. Its been a great experience to know whether am i ready for d outside world..anyway now is 12th of April....a month away from my University life. Sometimes i keep wondering what blog for? people keep putting up their blog hyper link at their IM! status promoting their own blog....i think I'm much happier to keep mine isolated safe from contamination.>:)

I'm almost done with my FYP..report come to an end..for me its like end of everything..everything about my MMU life come to an end with this FYP report.

Now is more towards my own escape..tryin not to thing wat should i do after grad.IM tryin to pull a trick to do an escape for myself...at the age of 23, suddenly u find lots of burden hidden behind tis two figures.

Regarding my past blog, i did a few check lists and i manage to get a few stuffs for myself

Fish Eye 2 (checked)
summer Holiday Thailand (checked)

Im a winner or wat ?haha

08' Resolutions

2008-01-05T20:25:00.000-08:00

85% tobacco free (further improvement, refer to 09' resolutions)

79% alcohol free (further improvement, refer to 09' resolutions)

save the world by recycling

get myself a Mac

get a fish eye or colorsplash before Lion

summer break in Phuket, Thailand

family trip to London (i'm the one who suggested to dad.. >:))

O & G or TeLmed

Malaysia or not Malaysia

reduce green house effect by eating more vege (for my health actually)

wake up sharp at 7am (entitle to Monday to Friday ONLY)

save the world from Global warming (only enjoy office's air-cond as long boss pays d bill)

save those Tuna fish from those Japanese (I dun like tuna actually, dun mind lobster or else)

maybe change a car

willing to strive to ensure Manchester United will retain their title

control my coffee intake from (6 cups to 5.5 cups) ----> toughest

try to sleep more than 6 hours

ARrrr!!! brain saturation..........................i guess i need a break for now!

No one left behind

2007-12-26T23:59:00.000-08:00

Every morning i drove around 18miles to my office.Something caught my eye as I travel, there is this car driving at the speed of 50miles per hour on the highway....Soon I get to know there is this girl who is behind the wheel. She look nervous. Abit scare...

As days go by, I cant stop noticing her car driving by the roadside at turtle speed. Sometimes even causes havoc during peak hour. On a rainy day, I even saw her stop by the roadside as road condition is hardly viewable...soon I get to know that I still bump into her as I travel back...
At the speed of an turtle, guess everyone still can manage to catch up hahhah...

As weeks go by, this silver kelisa been keeping my mind on the road, as I cant stop looking around for her...(someone to cheer my long journey back home)

Last week was a drossy week, as I travel back..SHE CAME By..
"There she goes, there she goes again".........my entertainment for the day
wakaka!!

Thanks BHC 2481 ,one day you will drive more than 70 miles per hour

Diana Krall

2007-10-09T09:39:00.000-07:00

"I'm Through With Love"

I'm through with love
I'll never fall again
Said adieu to love
Don't ever call again
For I must have you or no one
That's why I'm through with love

I've locked my heart
I keep my feelings there
I have stocked my heart
Like an icy Frigadere
For I need to care for no one
That's why I'm through with love

Why did you lead me
To think that you cared
You didn't need me
For you have your share
Of slaves around you
To hound you and swear
Their deep devotion
Emotion

Goodbye to Spring
And all it meant to me
It could never bring
The things that used to be
For I must have you or no one
That's why I'm through with love

Frustration

2007-10-05T11:23:00.000-07:00

Today is kinna frust when everythin should go according to plan but there is just some one out there to bust ur day...it might be sumone u know or maybe sumone u don't know..whatever..

The point is there is sumone ...sum jerk out there who just don't get wat u mean SCREW things up. When everything is fine....when everyone get you loud and clear there is this sum twisted mind come n make a fuss.

Anyway this movie called

"I pronounce you Chuck and Larry"

is kinna cool Should give it a try..jus for d laugh

after today

2007-09-12T11:10:00.000-07:00

<我们的歌 - 王力宏>Its been a while to be here again....after a tiring weekend guess all come to an end after my final year presentation. Guess now i should concentrate on Shah Alam. Anyway its kinna nearer to the end of my university life.

Today I drove to campus, all well dressed. As I travel, I came across traffic light, junction and jam...learn to know that leather shoe is not made for driving. Totally no chemistry between them.

Now i started to feel the pinch of working life...I kinna worry how working life can change me...my interest, my lifestyle, the people I meet, my everything....I can be really obsessed, I can be really nuts, i can be totally involved...guess it's gonnna be a new me after all.

Jus back from No Where

2007-08-17T14:18:00.000-07:00

5am in the morning, still reluctanted to go for a rest. Just don't feel like ending my nite on the bed.. feel so relax, rain fall gently on my balcony. The nite shouldn just end like that. Was on real tight schedule making end meets these days. Maybe this will be the life I had to scrap thru until I'm off to industrial internship....<Jet - Shine On Me>.

The last mid break, i took a real good break. I was in Tioman for 3days. Life was really easy over there, all you need to think of is nothing. Cant imagine i took an afternoon nap in a hammock..~~It was really a good break for me from everything. >

It was awesome, just in time for all the fallout.....peace of mind~

Guys enjoying Beach football

The Dutch Guy and guess who's beside him? DUTCH LADY la~

Tioman Member

2007-07-03T10:26:00.000-07:00

"Vincent (Starry, Starry Night)"

Starry,starry night

Paint your palette blue and grey

Look out on a summer's day

With eyes that know the darkness in my soul

Shadows on the hills

Sketch the trees and daffodils

Catch the breeze and the winter chills

In colours on the snowy linen land

Now I understand

What you tried to say to me

And how you suffered for your sanity

And how you tried to set them free

They would not listen

They did not know how

Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night

Flaming flowers that brightly blaze

Swirling clouds and violet haze

Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue

Colours changing hue

Morning fields of amber grain

Weathered faces lined in pain

Are soothed beneath the artists' loving hand

Now I understand

What you tried to say to me

And how you suffered for your sanity

And how you tried to set them free

They would not listen

They did not know how

Perhaps they'll listen now

For they could not love you

But still your love was true

And when no hope was left inside

On that starry, starry night

You took your life as lovers often do

But I could have told you Vincent

This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Like the strangers that you've met

The ragged men in ragged clothes

The silver thorn of bloody rose

Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know

What you tried to say to me

And how you suffered for your sanity

And how you tried to set them free

They would not listen

They're not listening still

Perhaps they never will...

Unexpected Summer

2007-06-20T00:24:00.000-07:00

10 minutes pass 7pm when we touch down, it is still 下雨 when we reach 台北airport...Atleast Im in 台湾. Is rather annoying to start a holiday in this fashion.

To be honest, I wasn't really looking forward to spend my summer in 台北, is just don't really amuzed me maybe the buildup was poor. I feel tired this time...rather then excited. Overall, 台北 gave me more of a fashionable and shopping atmosphere....stuffs are cheap.

Something similar with my past visit to Korea... both countries do have friendly citizens and clean environment. Is rather shameful for me to reflect on our Petaling Street....

Made a few new friends from Taiwan. Guess this trip does have its benefit huh?!. As I travelled around these few countries...Im lucky to be able to meet different people from different background. They are willing to allow me to understand more about their lifestyle.

Looking forward to go to Macau and China in the near future

台北's Mcdonald

eye on 台湾

2007-05-15T10:18:00.000-07:00

笑看风云

谁没有一些刻骨铭心事

谁能预计后果

谁没有一些旧恨心?

一点点无心错谁没

有一些得不到的梦

谁人负你负我多

谁愿意解释为了什么

一笑已经风云过

活得开心心不记恨

为今天欢笑唱首歌

任心胸吸收新的快乐

在晚风中敞开心锁

谁愿记沧桑匆匆往事

谁人是对是错从

没有解释为了什么

一笑看风云过

2007-05-15T01:39:00.001-07:00

MOther's Love

My NV7

2007-05-14T04:32:00.001-07:00

SHE IS JUST TOO PERFECT

Dunno how to start but i just wanna blog about it. Samsung NV7 came to me last weekend. What can i say bout her?She is just too perfect....sexy.....chill....good performance.I'm lost of words bout her.

Here she is

Here is some shots by babe

Full Of CRAP

2007-04-23T21:52:00.000-07:00

I damn grateful for what I had NO LIES, i mean i'm nurtured in a well of family. God treat me nice giving me everything. Nothing much to complain about. But these days, the great man up there start to show what it mean to be fair. For all the good deeds he done to me, he wanna show me some justice since I wasnt a good boy recently, I start to get this scalp problem God dam I start to have dandruff. For all the option HE had, he gave me dandruff, for God sake damn dandruff dont do me good, can I chooce? I rather to be blind or deaf. At least Im categorized and qualify to enjoy special benefits

Hey i can get discount coupun for all public transport you know. I dont need to Q up in McDonald. I get extra Jawa chip in Starbucks. I get d cubic when Im in toilet. I get the first seat in cinema. Who give a dam although im blind. people respect blind disable especially those who dare to go to the cinema. "John I cant believe my eye, this blind dude here got the guts to come in for the movie. Man I respect this guy. he made the effort to come in just for the air- cond. He deserve the first seat"

Can you see? God should punish me that way....."Hey cant you see there is a disable personal here? Give way man". But now see what I get from dandruff?who give a dam about dandruff? i might need to Q up longer for Mcdonald accusing me polluting their fucking burger. I get less jawa chip cos they are racists Fucking cashier. "hey Dave this guy got dandruff, give him lesser jawa chip"...

Fuck off...you dandruff racist!!!

Oh Gosh these are merely my crap. I will be damn happy with a kilo of dandruff. Im grateful for what I have now and it remain the same for the rest of my life. I love you,God

ps * The above crap is merely crap and it shall remain as crap

NOT for viewer above 45 , parents with child , strong religion , disable , starbucks' Dave

[just stress off these days] ahah

busy

2007-04-16T11:50:00.000-07:00

I dunno. I kinna get frusted easily these days. Maybe my life is getting more hectic. I really dunno why seriously. Now is around 2.51am in the morning. Grace (the size 9 one) is on the line. Doing some patch up with her. She seems fine stil size 9.

So many assignment on the schedule. Need to arrange things for Taiwan. Need to call them to confirm. Need to book bus for the trip Need to settle sponsor. There are so many 'need' in life. HOw can I satisfy all these? I been sneezing these days what's with that?any idea why?

I just dont give a fuck about how busy it will be. I just wanna sleep

Is this true?

2007-04-01T14:58:00.000-07:00

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorableEven a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's lifeBy giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover( is this true ??).

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofpieareyouquiz/

What pie are you?

2007-04-01T14:43:00.000-07:00

You Are Cream Pie

You're the perfect combo of simplicity and divinity.Those who like you life for understated pleasures

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofpieareyouquiz/

Black and white

2007-03-31T14:15:00.000-07:00

Black/white

Please do tell me how you feel with these pictures?

merely my personal feeling
*pictures were taken during my visit to Korea

hookup

2007-03-30T05:38:00.000-07:00

HOOK-UP

I start to fall for photography especially black and white shooting as it really shows a great deal of emotional expression. This theme "hook-up" came into my mind. Through "hook-up'', I wanted to express the modern relationship in our daily lifes.

I wanted to express the modern relationship through this medium. Each clothes hanger by itself represent a modern relationship. The arrangement of these clothes hangers shows it's complication by itself

Through the weight of the shirt hanging, it would like to express the probem faced by thee certain relationship. It matter most when problem grows. This is expressed by the amount of weight it carry over it.

For me,this theme serves more as a reminder for me that life does carry much problem with it.

I shall face it

merely my personal feeeling

* pictures were taken from my balcony

Boobies & The Brain

2007-03-24T02:43:00.000-07:00

Gosh I finish this reality game show "Beauty & the Geek". I dunno why they keep picking on those geeks...game show would love to see geek to be more sociable and in other hand Beauty should use more of their brain rather than their boobs.

The whole game show doesn't reflect much of their intention to move from what they are but is more towards how public view these Geek.
Now i really agree to the chinese proverb "boobies = brainless". Sum beauty can't even spell well but bravo to those geek for the prove what they cant really made off.
Shame on you beauties!!!!kakakaka

Anyway at the end of the day...it doesnt show how the geeks and beuties change from who they are but is merely how they started to accept who they are themselves.

Dont give a damn whether is a geek or freak, fake boobs or genuine one ahah. Who cares they who they are as long they are stil part of us. This world stil have room for geeks and huge boobs. As long they are happy
BAN TIS GAME SHOW PLZZZ

50 1st Dates

2007-01-27T13:57:00.000-08:00

Gosh I can't sleep again tonite....slept too much during the mid-not so late nap...(10pm)
So decided to burn my nite out wif this "50 1st dates"....
I Been goin thru this movies like a million time but jus dun get sick of it...
Kinna romantic for sumone to wake up every mornin jus to convince ur love one tat u love her/him....atleast I willin to do so....

Any way good luck to Lucy and Henry

Could u be love--- Bob Marley

Is this love----Bob Marley

Hold me now--- Wayne Wonder

Slave to love---Elan / Gwen Stefani

Do you realize?? ---- Flaming Lips

Another day ---Paul Mccartney

Wouldn it be nice --- Beach boys

Every breath u take---- Sting

Brain

2007-01-24T20:27:00.000-08:00

What's with human's brain???
Do you noe which side of ur brain that takes control over you?
If u always late for a date n cant memorized any phone number, more emotional.....u r a right side brain freak
If u can memorized number n good in calculation......u r a left side brain freak

BUT DOESN'T HUMAN ALWAYS EMOTIONAL?
CAN EMOTION BE RATIONALIZED?

SMALLEST

2006-12-01T04:30:00.000-08:00

SMALLEST MP3 In THE WORLD
with
- capacity for 200-300 song
- FM Tuner
- LCD screen
- Voice Recording
- Flash memory

a moment for myself

2006-11-30T10:03:00.000-08:00

How often you take a deep sip...and think bout you yourself?
How many second or minutes in ur daily life...you consider bout youself...you ask yourself what actually you want from the day...What actually you like to do?

I bet not anyone do so...not much people can spend their time for themself..
You know those hectic "people"....their lifes are full of entertainment but none of them are self-owed...if you know what I mean

Their daily routine is to play another roles in other's life....acting in other people's life.
How often you pick up a phone call by your friend and start acting for people..start to jump into conversation that you don't like..Can't u jus say no to ur dislike?.Why don't we act for ourselves?? do wat we like

How many out there that feel the same way as I do..."When you don't love...you don't feel appreciated?"

How I spend a moment for myself....?
On rainy day...I entertain myself with Michael Buble + Malboro light (don't get me wrong....im not a smoker)...sitting by the balcony...watchin those rain drop fall on the roof...ask I ask...
" This is not the day I want...I'll make sure I will get what I want the next morning"
Hey at least Im fair to myself....I gave myself time to "doze" off...

What bout you out there??
What you wan today?

2006-11-19T20:08:00.000-08:00

WWW.FREEWEBS.COM/SHOUTOUT2YOU

vodafone

2006-11-15T07:49:00.000-08:00

When thing is better in Words

2006-10-31T07:56:00.000-08:00

Sumthin from Grace that speaks it all

"
It's not about me, but YOU, for once.

I don't know how you feel,
unless you show me,
but you couldn't.

I don't know what to do,
unless you tell me,
but you couldn't.

Every week,
I sit there, observe, question,
and finally...

I realize that it doesn't matter if I know,
as long as you're happy.=) "

Tribute to Irwin

2006-10-21T02:54:00.000-07:00

Steve Irwin....did I get his name rite??

Anyway Irwin came into my mind when astro was showing a tribute clip bout this guy...what can I say, indeed for what he had been fighting for... is really awesome.Enviroment guy...fighting for the minority of this planet, yea yea the animals i mean...

Once I recalled, I was watchin Irwin's show....he was dealing with on of his Fav crocs...damn at that moment I was cursing him.
"Is this guy out of his mind? Cumon~ no one would do that....He is goin get himself kill"

I never understand what type of brain he had inside his skull....maybe that is something never meant to be understood.For what he had fighting for...for what he been trying to express through his action...

When the news came to me that crocrodile hunter Steve Irwin was killed by a stringray...suddenly I felt injustice do exist in this world....
Irwin been fightin on 'their' behalf...to voice "their" feeling...How can it took him away with such a cruel way...penetrate right thru his ribs...straight thru the heart...

Irwin went to a better place....

As you see, this is the truth of life...don't take things for granted....things happen simply to fast.. even for us to understand.Day by day...things get fade away...today astro might still remind us bout this guy....soon no one will remember Irwin anymore...so cruel!!!!

"In an unpublished interview....Irwin voice out his concern " How awful if Bindi
(her daughter) grows up without him".....soon Irwin meet with an accident in his outing "

period

2006-09-30T22:08:00.000-07:00

period

U know......when bad things happen over and over again..
thats call 'period'

"period " can be real nasty and ugly....Gosh
I screw this coming "period"...

Jus Hate Exam Period

I miss you alot

2006-09-04T22:38:00.000-07:00

Everytime YOU came across my mind....tears fall...started to cry myself.
It been six years...six long years from the day you left me.
You know ma?recently I had a fall...a fall that make me feel so weak so bad...lucky you were here to remind me...remind me that It wasn't that bad at all compare to the day you walk away...walk away from my life.

I never dare to hope that you will be with me here....All I hope you are still around....around to see me growin strong

6 years ago, If I could do anythin....anythin to change what had happened on that day.. I will do no matter what to stop this from happening

(I miss you alot ..Juston)

Viona

2006-09-02T23:36:00.000-07:00

>>> Chocolate<<<<<<

Again I saw Viona yesterday, things kinna different from the first time I meet her...But the atmosphere was the same, we meet again at the "Airport" As I saw her personally, is kinna hard uttered a word from my mouth which is totally different from how we chat in MSN...ahaha..Anyhow js wanna wish Viona all the best in COREA ooo!!!!can u hear me??

When I came across a loving couple goin to be apart for a thousands miles
is kinna touching .....Eh brother, be strong k? we shall go to Corea again...

3-9-2006 (Hwui Chi's birthday)

The most best beach BBq around town...The nite was fastastic...v had bbq under the bright moonlight....there was 2 moon on tat nite...One hangin in the sky and another one was lyin on the surface of the ocean.....

>>>>>>>It was loving to see kiki n hwui chi at the seaside

Kiki at d counter
31% discount on 31th August

Word of Wisdom

2006-08-25T10:46:00.000-07:00

A bad teacher complains
A good teacher explains
The best teacher inspires

As the food, so the mind
As the mind, so the thought
As the thought, so the act

Joy is when griefs end
Griefs is when joy ends

Duty without Love is deplorable
Duty with Love is desirable
Love without Duty is Divine

The end of wisdom is freedom
The end of culture is perfection

Happiness is addictive

2006-08-24T12:00:00.000-07:00

Asian Havana...Las week we was in Asian Havana cafe, sum sort of a high class cafe wif good interior design.It is a good cafe after all...the atmosphere is marvellous with those romantic lighting effect and the best part will be the waterfall which flows from the wall...kinna kool. Dinning in was a great experience...fine dine + sum red wine... = "class" ahaha

.......milanese sirlon steak

Anyway thanks alot to Jennifer for buying me lunch plus the fragrance...the combination was great~ !!!

Tonite was my first movie wif my Jie....kinna stupid movie wen u heard the name..."Monster H0use"..but is reli rated for above 7 years old not those younger one...it reli means alot and kinna scary too....manage to flung my pop corn in the air.... tats was reli embarass ohhh..split all on Jie.The movie was rated at 5/10...kinna good score for a animation movie...anyhow I stil need to admit..IM A POPCORN MANIAC. Without popcorn is kinna tastesless the whole movie...killing off d mood.

Escada....

Burberry...

Recently

2006-08-20T23:07:00.000-07:00

Recently you seldom talk
Anything happen? why?
Is there anything that make you not happy?

Recently I heard that you are lonely
Abit of confused
Abit of sad
But I cant be there for you

For what you want.. I cant afford to give
The thing I afford...is not the thing you want
We are not mean for each other
But we are not willing to give up
There are time we hugged ..wanted to cry

You always explain that this feeling is just at the beginning
But I think the ending is already here

Don't want to think anymore
Don't want to be somber anymore

There is a better journey for us in the future

This time we are happy after all

Today...

2006-08-18T11:18:00.000-07:00

I saw a Stranger

Today, from a far corner....I saw sumone walkin towards me..as Im focusing....as Im payin sum attention.....It was YOU...

The whole atmosphere was different...I almost can't recognize YOU....YOU look so much like a stranger to me now...

YOU look happy...fine....but SOon I came to realize that YOU had lose your laughter....YOUR smile...YOUR identity...
but so do I

To All August BAbies....Happy BirtHDays ~!!!

@XUa Yen 5 / 8 / 1985
@SUdeep 12 / 8 /1985
@Adeline 18 / 8 / 1984
@Yin Ching 20 / 8 / 1985
@ Man Yee 24 / 8 / 1985
@ Wai Leng 27 / 8 / 1985

Nike or Adidas

2006-08-17T10:21:00.000-07:00

This or that?

I was into this shop again.....and I grabbed this pair of shoes...D moment I stepped in, my mind wasn't on this....I was "so into the another...another one which is more beautiful...another one which is more attractive..."

But I realise that what I wan doesn't suit me at all....the best one doesn't always turn out to be the one we hope for...

Quoted

"Im not so naive to neglect that... in our relationship there is always arguement and disagree.....but you promise not to keep misunderstanding or disagree Overnight..solve it together"

HUman

2006-08-16T11:19:00.000-07:00

This week, I have been thru lots of ups and downs....emotionally I was challanged to the max....Physical and mentally are fully stress out as well...

Soon I get to know that feelings that you and me have in heart are jus too subjective....too unpredictable.....too hard to understand.
Never neglect the influence of emotion or feeling can do to us.......cos its reli works a miracle in lifes.

We ....
always look So Strong...Superial....So great.

BUt actually...,

Human are jus too weak ...jus too lame....

Human scare of Sadness, Loneliness, Darkness...Scare of being hurt..Scare of difficulties...Scare of pain....and Jus too many thing to scare off

Sumtimes I reli wonder are we human the weakest creation of God?
I wonder...~

Rsun@

Left StrandeD

2006-08-14T13:45:00.000-07:00

Eh wat should i do?

There is so many things behind a simple smile....sumtimes i reli feel lost...wheater i should step into tis "muddy game"....Previous experience never ended in good terms....wat bout now again?I noe im pure..im noe im sincere but who can c it?..its reli a big bet

Always ask..y dun YOU urself make it clear...atleast i dun need to hesitate...give me d clear idea of wats goin on..i dun wan to get involved n ended up at d losing side

I JUS HOP V REMAIN WHO V ARE NOW oki ma?

Rsun

Baik Buruk Biar Saya yg tentukan

2006-08-13T01:05:00.000-07:00

YG DIGERUNI ADALAH PERKARA YG TIDAK DAPAT DIRAMAL

Apakah yg ingin dicapai dalam konteks hidup ini?
Kebahagian?.....kebebasan dalam segi kewangan? atau dalam segala- gala nya?

Manusia tidak terdaya mengambil langkah yg dianggap malang atau yg dianggap menyusahkan..kerana tiada sebarang pencapaian yg dijanjikan nun jauh di hujung jalan----ini yg selalu menjadikan bayangan dalam hidup...

Perasaan 'tidak tahu' atau perasaan prasangka terhadap sesuatu keputusan selalunya merupakan musuh pertama dalam hidup.. Pernah tak terlintas dalam minda anda... apa yg akan berlaku jika hari ini anda tidak dapat berjaya mendapat ijazah yg anda idamkan?.....anda mungkin akan menjawap "HIDUP SUSAH di masa depan.."

Ini hanya merupakan jawapan bagi sesetengah orang yg takut terhadap kebenaran hidup...Sebarang kejadian mungkin berlaku pada masa kini tapi hanya KAU yg boleh mengubah persepsi dan pandangan KAU terhadapnya.Hanya KAU yg mampu mengubah sinopsis cerita...hanya KAU sendiri yg boleh mengubah kesimpulannya...hanya KAU yg akan menerima apa yg dicapai oleh anda ...

How u See is always d one taken into ACCOUNT..not mine or hers/his

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Apa yg ingin diketengahkan adalah....Baik Buruk sesuatu perkara ditentukan oleh Kami sendiri...kehilangan atau rasa sedih mungkin adalah perkara yg tidak diingini tetapi tidak semestinya menjanjikan kesudahan yg buruk....

THERE IS ALWAYS A CORNER AT THE END OF THE ROAD

Sage Sage KakAchuseyo !!!!!!!

2006-08-11T20:29:00.000-07:00

COREA...COREA

At las sumthin happier to share.....It is always my dream to get hook up in a place tat dun speak the language tat I noe...always dream to be treated like a STRANGER..like a real TOURIST...and i FELT SO wen i was in South KORea....Man...d feelin is fantastic..!!!!!!!!!

But gettin there was a freakin nightmare....the plane was small..v encounter turbulence..so many shits ...but there is sumthin to comfort us...hehe

< Korean Air stewardess
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<---Tina Lee Yun-Hee and ME
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New Rasung Town....10Mins from SeouL

Me---->> <<----Lion
"Esther"

This is Esther from Dankook university........we are now in Raimen..a branch of Samsung Cooperation which deal with real estate in Korea.

This is my bloody best pal...LION..and his beloved loved one..Viona Hew
(Currently Viona is stayin in Seoul studyin..)....'All the best n wish u all to have many many happy years ahead o..' Viona stil owe me ice-cream..better pay b4 u leave.... =)

Next Station Please.......

2006-08-09T22:25:00.000-07:00

01.29pm RSchin@-------------------------------------------------------------------------

It ended with tears
It ended in sorrow
It ended with nothing but bullshit

I stop at tis station for almost 2 years...Memories were all around..every corner every inch...Learn to accept tat tis was my las station..many things tat i had left here..BAD n GOOD...always tryin to improve every second every moment..

I was strugglin...i was fighthin againts time....fightin againts my own principles....for NOTHING.There are sumthin that i wil never mention anymore bout my 'journey'..cos it all ended with a simple sentence ........"I LOVE YOU".

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Ready??

2005-10-26T08:38:00.000-07:00

11.49pm

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Time passes so fast...already three years in MMU. I saw lots of thing in MMU....
I wonder actually are we ready to be in U??? I reli been askin myself all d time...
So many years gettin ready for university(academically)......actually r we ready to go out..to b alone there??(mentally)

So long under mom's torchlight...actually r v ready to leave home??sum ppl jus not ready mentally to leave home. Outside there loneliness are waitin..can v handle loneliness???apart from family...
Sum many jus feel lost their battle wif loneliness....n depression get into d pic...

Do u ever came across ppl who go for lunch , dinner alone?
sum jus cant get use to d life in U mayb....cant make friends....actually wats wrong??

Do they ever prepare to leave mom??to start another part of our journey ALONE?

SOrrY

2005-06-22T11:14:00.000-07:00

02.17am.......................Sorry!!!!

RSchin@
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Its been ages i didnt turn up........the sem break was reli long...simply too long reli made me felt useless hahaha...
i promis to come back often k
Muakss

.......BacK

2005-04-18T09:09:00.000-07:00

11.51pm..........so happy to b back!!!

RSchin@.......(watchin thru d window)

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At last got d chance to go back.....jus feel good>> end of a long waitin kakaka.....i started my journey rather early cos due to past experience...i'm always late hahahhaa jus hate myself u noe.... ^^True enuf my journey started at 12pm if i'm not mistaken.... hahaha jus noe myself too well. Around 12.30pm, jus past d 1 of d hundreds tolls b4 i can reach home..in d middle of my journey heavy pourdown occurred tats made d journey worse.....As wat i plan earlier, i shoud reach kl around 3.00pm to join Yvonne on the next journey back home but it turn out to a failure...hahaha...anyway thanks to Yvonne altho she didnt "tumpang" me but she "tumpang" my stuffs back thankss o>>>> ((( d little sheep & doggy tat accompany me d whole journey)))

a Pic tat i took from monorail.....there r many travellers back there moving like a flock of bird movin from tis end of the city to another end of the city

ThiS FeeLin is Jus So gReat

2005-04-15T19:06:00.000-07:00

10.08am...........Goin Back

RSchin@
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Yea at last i'm goin back....jus feel so great....MOm n Dad i'm comin back...
Luv U aLL

ByEE>>>

Footstop

2005-04-14T22:46:00.000-07:00

11.47am..........i had done my job

RSchin@
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Its all over.......
all those suffering hours by d desk solvin those unlogic maths equations.....i had done my job...
jus like celebratin a great achievement altho it was ntg.....ahhahaha...Suddenly i start to miss those feelin,exam feelin, those compact schedule.....Anyway jus feel great tat its all over and i would like to thanks my @Dear dear for all d morale supports seein me thru tis whole exam week...mUaKs.......
Mayb tis end is jus an end for my trimester..but for few of my friends tis end mean alot to them... They all are graduating after tis trimester, the moment where they all r waitin for...but can c in their eyes tat it feel bad to leave...

Khang wei,a Chai,Sarsi,Yong meng and Eng wei....wish u all d best...n a million thanks for all d fond memories u all had left for me.Sure i will miss u alls hokkien yellin...haha..Wish u all d best in life..
>>>>>Today mayb v stil can sit together for a cup of coffee, tomoro mayb v jus effort to talk a bit..Tomoro mayb v r jus Hi Bye friends....u all wil b bZ wif ur own stuffs....really feel bad to noe tat.... but life goes on

Suddenly Grace came into my mind..Grace how r u?? HOws life??
Sumtimes reli hard to accept tat she is now a few hundreds miles from a place call home..alone in Australia.....reli miss d good old time in skool...everytime i go back home...u r the onli few person i called up..life sure different when u r not around..no more stall 23..if u noe wat i mean..hahah
Anyway reli lookin forward to c u in July..dun u dare to bring back a mat salleh a...>>> X:(

Another good old friend of mine which i didnt hear from him for ages....a Bing ..HEy how r u doin....i'm fine..doin good down here. Stil fresh in my mind d big dream of ours..to form a band hahah anyway wanna let u noe tat now i can play guitar n drum...sound great rite?hahhaa Ur dream will always lives on within me. Thanks for everythin..thanks for standin up for me everytime i'm trouble....thanks for those unforgetable memories..thanks for noein me..thanks for bein apart of my life...my life would never b d same wen u r not around...ur gone means alot to me..a great lost tat i cant bear by myself. Still remember when i broke down in tears in front of d monday assembly when d news come to me....d pain was so great to noe tat u had gone alone for a better journey..sumtimes i reli reli hate u when i think back tat u leave me alone here..

jus wan u to noe tat i learnt it d hard way to noe every sentence end wif a footstop..everythin will come to an end...ppl around me wil leave in any ways n means or in other word i'll eventually leave them behind one day like wat u did to me...i had grow stronger, taller , more mature from d day u noe me.....i reli miss u Juston Chong

The Rain

2005-04-11T00:06:00.000-07:00

3.06pm........somBer EveninG

RSchin@

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A long meaningless rain poured...indicating the END is near...

~for my 11-4-05

~for my exam week
~for my hectic week
~for another most meanin full 3th Sem of my University career
~for a small part of my journey.....

After tis week,everyone will be able to craft a big smile on their face...after a fierce battle, bringin back together wif them memory of another thrillin sem from their Melaka...
"good By3"......

Return Home
it never feel tis great to return to a place u noe d mos.....seeing those uncle still spendin part of their daily life in d coffee shop..(i wonder r they paid to b there all day??) mayb when u reach a certain stage in life, After enjoyin wat life can offer.... u wil find out tat wat they r doin now is a bigger "achievement"...haha...

Sumthin for sure i noe....everytime i go back...i noe tat i'm older, Mom n Dad r gettin older by days....bro n sis r gettin taller....

Im 20 years old..........as i grow older i m bonded to more responsibilies @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@

"U" are the ONE

2005-04-10T08:57:00.000-07:00

12.40am........(GUilTY 2 b Me)

RSchin@
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i did sumthin wrong....fault....disgrace...ugly where d judge sentenced me to death even.... me myself cant find a room in my heart to forgive myself...., a familiar voice from nowhere whisper to me softly sayin tat "Everythin will b fine Mom will always b wif U"....a simple sentence but enuf to put me back together....from a fall so great tat almost end everythin>>>>

When things are so frustrated.....so againts me......when everyone doubted me....Mom
wil always b there for me...
When i bleed.... my Mom cried for me
When i was d blacksheep of d family...my Mom was so proud of me
When i failed miserably....my Mom took d blame 4 me

Everytime i looked back......it hurts me so much to learn tat i yelled at "U" b4.. so so shamefull to noe tat i did such thing to "U".....it hurts me so much to noe tat "U" suffered so much 4 me...it hurts me so much to noe tat i wasnt there when "U" need me so much....it hurts me so much to noe tat i hurt "U" wif my words...it hurts me to noe tat "U" face all tis by urself...it hurts me so much to noe tat i'm ur SON.....!!!!

Never dare to wish "U" would love me d most
Never dare to wish "U" would love me forever
Never dare to ask more

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Mom I Luv U so Much!!!!!!!!!!!!

In need for Space to breath @

2005-04-07T10:20:00.000-07:00

1st posting........
8.o4pm....(where Is my Dinner!!!!!>
Thanks at last tis happen!! my first ever postin.....soli to say tat my postin wouldn b any Band's 6 or above product....kekeeke (if there is any higher band>>........LuV u All

RSchin@

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Today is one of the most crutial moment in my beta final exam (MMU first degree year) as i 'm searchin for a "comeback" after the first 2 paper where i totally failed it miserably. Suddenly i feel so so damn useless cos didnt prepare enuf for the "final battle" hahahha<<too much of battle of the middle earth>> sumtimes reli need to buck up n ask myself y m i here relaxin ?i should b like others in full march towards exam rather den relaxin when the exam is around d corner........???

Anyway outcome for today's paper was rather positive... Kinna give me a great relief for me as i was almost break down in tears after the first 2 days......>>>>The next paper will b 5 days away...a vital time period for me to prepare

When come to exam week I always have d feelin tat i grow older again...mayb everythin oso didn prepare enuf n feel guilty kua....Dun worry tis feelin dun last long.....on the last day of exam i wil always feel young again......haahaahha... I reli agree tat exam put my in STRESS a...ppl perform well but not me...

((1.47am lyin on d bed,,,,,The Beatles "Happy Together"))jus after supper wif my frien..the Asam Fish head sure smell nice....[I promis myself another treat after i recover from my fever 1st kekeke :P], now the feelin is reli...aiya i oso dunno how to Xpress....all i noe tat i need to sleep early in order to recover from my fever...Mom say I didnt sleep enuf wor....yesterday i spent a nite in my friend's house.....n found out y i dun perform well in exam when i compare the amount of effort tat INVEST in my exam is simply to little to compare to them......**helpless

Tomoro plan to wake up early to start my next INVEStment in EEN(electronic),hop I'm stil able to afford to smile after d paper....sob sob((krossin FInger))........today is reli a tiring day...so better get a blanket over me earlier.......
The weather is rather koolin today.....<> dun wanna miss it

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