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11.51pm..........so happy to b back!!!

RSchin@.......(watchin thru d window)

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At last got d chance to go back.....jus feel good>> end of a long waitin kakaka.....i started my journey rather early cos due to past experience...i'm always late hahahhaa jus hate myself u noe.... ^^True enuf my journey started at 12pm if i'm not mistaken.... hahaha jus noe myself too well. Around 12.30pm, jus past d 1 of d hundreds tolls b4 i can reach home..in d middle of my journey heavy pourdown occurred tats made d journey worse.....As wat i plan earlier, i shoud reach kl around 3.00pm to join Yvonne on the next journey back home but it turn out to a failure...hahaha...anyway thanks to Yvonne altho she didnt "tumpang" me but she "tumpang" my stuffs back thankss o>>>> ((( d little sheep & doggy tat accompany me d whole journey)))

a Pic tat i took from monorail.....there r many travellers back there moving like a flock of bird movin from tis end of the city to another end of the city

ThiS FeeLin is Jus So gReat

10.08am...........Goin Back


RSchin@
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Yea at last i'm goin back....jus feel so great....MOm n Dad i'm comin back...
Luv U aLL



ByEE>>>

Footstop

11.47am..........i had done my job



RSchin@
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Its all over.......
all those suffering hours by d desk solvin those unlogic maths equations.....i had done my job...
jus like celebratin a great achievement altho it was ntg.....ahhahaha...Suddenly i start to miss those feelin,exam feelin, those compact schedule.....Anyway jus feel great tat its all over and i would like to thanks my @Dear dear for all d morale supports seein me thru tis whole exam week...mUaKs.......
Mayb tis end is jus an end for my trimester..but for few of my friends tis end mean alot to them... They all are graduating after tis trimester, the moment where they all r waitin for...but can c in their eyes tat it feel bad to leave...

Khang wei,a Chai,Sarsi,Yong meng and Eng wei....wish u all d best...n a million thanks for all d fond memories u all had left for me.Sure i will miss u alls hokkien yellin...haha..Wish u all d best in life..
>>>>>Today mayb v stil can sit together for a cup of coffee, tomoro mayb v jus effort to talk a bit..Tomoro mayb v r jus Hi Bye friends....u all wil b bZ wif ur own stuffs....really feel bad to noe tat.... but life goes on

Suddenly Grace came into my mind..Grace how r u?? HOws life??
Sumtimes reli hard to accept tat she is now a few hundreds miles from a place call home..alone in Australia.....reli miss d good old time in skool...everytime i go back home...u r the onli few person i called up..life sure different when u r not around..no more stall 23..if u noe wat i mean..hahah
Anyway reli lookin forward to c u in July..dun u dare to bring back a mat salleh a...>>> X:(

Another good old friend of mine which i didnt hear from him for ages....a Bing ..HEy how r u doin....i'm fine..doin good down here. Stil fresh in my mind d big dream of ours..to form a band hahah anyway wanna let u noe tat now i can play guitar n drum...sound great rite?hahhaa Ur dream will always lives on within me. Thanks for everythin..thanks for standin up for me everytime i'm trouble....thanks for those unforgetable memories..thanks for noein me..thanks for bein apart of my life...my life would never b d same wen u r not around...ur gone means alot to me..a great lost tat i cant bear by myself. Still remember when i broke down in tears in front of d monday assembly when d news come to me....d pain was so great to noe tat u had gone alone for a better journey..sumtimes i reli reli hate u when i think back tat u leave me alone here..

jus wan u to noe tat i learnt it d hard way to noe every sentence end wif a footstop..everythin will come to an end...ppl around me wil leave in any ways n means or in other word i'll eventually leave them behind one day like wat u did to me...i had grow stronger, taller , more mature from d day u noe me.....i reli miss u Juston Chong

The Rain

3.06pm........somBer EveninG

RSchin@

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A long meaningless rain poured...indicating the END is near...

~for my 11-4-05

~for my exam week
~for my hectic week
~for another most meanin full 3th Sem of my University career
~for a small part of my journey.....

After tis week,everyone will be able to craft a big smile on their face...after a fierce battle, bringin back together wif them memory of another thrillin sem from their Melaka...
"good By3"......

Return Home
it never feel tis great to return to a place u noe d mos.....seeing those uncle still spendin part of their daily life in d coffee shop..(i wonder r they paid to b there all day??) mayb when u reach a certain stage in life, After enjoyin wat life can offer.... u wil find out tat wat they r doin now is a bigger "achievement"...haha...

Sumthin for sure i noe....everytime i go back...i noe tat i'm older, Mom n Dad r gettin older by days....bro n sis r gettin taller....

Im 20 years old..........as i grow older i m bonded to more responsibilies @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@

"U" are the ONE

12.40am........(GUilTY 2 b Me)



RSchin@
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i did sumthin wrong....fault....disgrace...ugly where d judge sentenced me to death even.... me myself cant find a room in my heart to forgive myself...., a familiar voice from nowhere whisper to me softly sayin tat "Everythin will b fine Mom will always b wif U"....a simple sentence but enuf to put me back together....from a fall so great tat almost end everythin>>>>

When things are so frustrated.....so againts me......when everyone doubted me....Mom
wil always b there for me...
When i bleed.... my Mom cried for me
When i was d blacksheep of d family...my Mom was so proud of me
When i failed miserably....my Mom took d blame 4 me

Everytime i looked back......it hurts me so much to learn tat i yelled at "U" b4.. so so shamefull to noe tat i did such thing to "U".....it hurts me so much to noe tat "U" suffered so much 4 me...it hurts me so much to noe tat i wasnt there when "U" need me so much....it hurts me so much to noe tat i hurt "U" wif my words...it hurts me to noe tat "U" face all tis by urself...it hurts me so much to noe tat i'm ur SON.....!!!!

Never dare to wish "U" would love me d most
Never dare to wish "U" would love me forever
Never dare to ask more



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Mom I Luv U so Much!!!!!!!!!!!!

In need for Space to breath @

1st posting........
8.o4pm....(where Is my Dinner!!!!!>
Thanks at last tis happen!! my first ever postin.....soli to say tat my postin wouldn b any Band's 6 or above product....kekeeke (if there is any higher band>>........LuV u All

RSchin@

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Today is one of the most crutial moment in my beta final exam (MMU first degree year) as i 'm searchin for a "comeback" after the first 2 paper where i totally failed it miserably. Suddenly i feel so so damn useless cos didnt prepare enuf for the "final battle" hahahha<<too much of battle of the middle earth>> sumtimes reli need to buck up n ask myself y m i here relaxin ?i should b like others in full march towards exam rather den relaxin when the exam is around d corner........???

Anyway outcome for today's paper was rather positive... Kinna give me a great relief for me as i was almost break down in tears after the first 2 days......>>>>The next paper will b 5 days away...a vital time period for me to prepare

When come to exam week I always have d feelin tat i grow older again...mayb everythin oso didn prepare enuf n feel guilty kua....Dun worry tis feelin dun last long.....on the last day of exam i wil always feel young again......haahaahha... I reli agree tat exam put my in STRESS a...ppl perform well but not me...


((1.47am lyin on d bed,,,,,The Beatles "Happy Together"))jus after supper wif my frien..the Asam Fish head sure smell nice....[I promis myself another treat after i recover from my fever 1st kekeke :P], now the feelin is reli...aiya i oso dunno how to Xpress....all i noe tat i need to sleep early in order to recover from my fever...Mom say I didnt sleep enuf wor....yesterday i spent a nite in my friend's house.....n found out y i dun perform well in exam when i compare the amount of effort tat INVEST in my exam is simply to little to compare to them......**helpless

Tomoro plan to wake up early to start my next INVEStment in EEN(electronic),hop I'm stil able to afford to smile after d paper....sob sob((krossin FInger))........today is reli a tiring day...so better get a blanket over me earlier.......
The weather is rather koolin today.....<> dun wanna miss it





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